I’m worth so much more than you’re willing to pay

This was the phrase that put me in place: “It was never the circumstance.”

More than for me it meant several things. One of them was: “You were never the option, I didn’t even try, I never wanted you, you loved for two.”

But I forgive myself, I don’t blame myself for trying again, everything is in the service. It was worth giving a vote of confidence thinking that we couldn’t move forward at that moment. Making you pay for something that wasn’t your fault was unfair, I wouldn’t forgive me. But finding out that it didn’t stop you and even then you didn’t even try, made me see that I’m worth a lot more than you’re willing to pay.

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• I blocked you from my life

The worst thing about having a relationship with a crook is that we are treated like a princess, priority and then he makes you believe that everything was in your head and that he only did it to lessen your need. Everything… Words, plans, time, interactions.

I wouldn’t change anything, I would do it all over again, with the same intensity and with the same dedication, because wisdom, experience and knowledge are acquired by living.

And I lived and enjoyed every second.

I have to thank you so much for coming into my life and teaching me that no one has the right to complete me, no one can love me more than myself. Mainly understanding why before I love you, ME comes FRONT, that I only control myself and that the fact that you don’t choose me doesn’t decrease MY value to ME.

I put my price, my value!

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• How to let go of someone who abandoned you a long time ago

I’m glad I learned that before the second disappointment, because now I can walk away from it all with my head held high and proud of myself.

And move on without feeling like it could have been, had, or lived.

They were great moments, great memories and very good sensations, but they can be lived alone or well accompanied.

That’s how the game goes.

Thank you my lovely scoundrel, your mission has been accomplished, move on to teach the next one.

Cris Regina

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• Read This When You Can’t Stop Thinking About Him