I still love you and I will always love you

I’m not the best person to talk about love, I’m not the most experienced, but even so, I dare to say that I love you and I will always love you.

You’re not the first person I get involved with, but you’re definitely the one that moved me the most. I just can’t forget everything we’ve been through and built together, the dates, the walks, the hugs, the kisses, the movies, the cute messages, the long conversations and our nights together.

As much as my friends and family say I need to move on and get over everything that happened, I can’t, I really can’t…

Leaving a relationship is not that simple, it seems like a part of us gets lost in this process, and now, I feel like I lost a lot…

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I am someone else after I met you, a better person I would say. After all, I was very happy by your side, I learned a lot from you and what we had together was very special, it was magical, at least for me.

I know I can’t close myself off and lose faith in love, that I must hold on and keep trying, but I don’t want to get involved with other people, at least for now…

In fact, I confess that I’m afraid of hurting myself again, or worse, hurting someone else…

Besides, a part of me still dreams of a fresh start, of a second chance for both of us and that you will one day tell me that everything is fine and that we can be together again.

I miss you so much, but I really miss you, I’m not going to lie. I try to be okay, but I feel so lost and when I realize I’m once again thinking about you with a crazy desire to see you, to be able to talk to you and say I love you.

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Every day I wonder why it had to end like this, everything was going so well, I thought it would be forever, I really thought, and I think maybe that’s why it hurts so much…

They say that time, and only time, is the best medicine and that nothing happens by chance in our lives. I really hope it’s true because I can’t stand this pain anymore, after all, I still love you and I will always love you…