You’re everything I want most for the rest of my life

Today I know what love is. And I found out as I looked in the mirror and saw a faraway, empty look. I miss you so much. And your absence leaves a void in me. And I think the love I feel for you translates into that incessant emptiness.

It is an endless pain that only increases with each new day. It’s as if I’m falling without being able to find the strength to hold on to something that pulls me up again.

I don’t blame you for loving you so much. I don’t blame myself for letting this go the way it did. You deserve every tear. It deserves every cry of pain and sigh of anguish. Deep down, you deserve me.

I spent a lifetime waiting for someone who deserved me. Someone who was unique in the crowd. Someone capable of changing my day with a single smile, a single gesture or a single look. Someone who was so amazing that he wouldn’t even let me think about anyone else.

When I look at you I see everything I want for my life. I forget about time, problems, dreams and ambitions. There is only you. I just want you. I just want your smile. I just want to see you happy. You can be my greatest strength and my greatest weakness at the same time. And loving you is so good that it has become an addiction.

The truth is, there is no one like you. You are the best person. The only person capable of shaking up my life. And I put my body in front of any bullet just to protect you. and hill. Because, for me, nothing is more important than seeing you live.