Just as you appeared in my life, you decided to disappear

I can’t erase from my memory all those things we said and talked to in the middle of several nights.
I can’t deal with the fact that you no longer respond to my messages or answer my phone calls.
Just as you appeared in my life, you decided to disappear.

Brought a glint to my long-lost eyes,
Brought light to my dark nights,
Brought a heater, which lit my heart.

So I ask you:
Why did you go?
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you turn out all the lights on me?

Was it the fear that something would go wrong?

Maybe you’re in as bad a place as I am,
But, baby, we could work this out together,
It was not necessary for you to silence your voice.

Remember I said I was by your side,
Who would stay with you and understand your decisions?

As much as they can hurt me,
I didn’t give up on you,
Don’t give up on us
And I don’t intend to.

I know that some decisions are harder to make than others,
I know being an adult sucks,
But not everything in the world is your responsibility.

Stop tantrum, fight with yourself,
turn on the phone,
Come back home.

I will be with open arms, as I have always been.
I would never leave your heart,
No matter what happens.

Put down that bottle of cheap beer and come back,
Go back to whoever wants you
Who would give the world to see you happy.

Let yourself be hugged,
Caution,
Loved.

Just for once…