I tore up the plans, shredded our whole story and threw it in the trash. My life lost its meaning, I felt stagnant in a future that I invested so much and it was no use. It doesn’t just depend on my wills and attitudes, but I did what I could. I fought for you until my last breath and I loved you, truly, until the goodbye I never wanted to say.

I spent all this time, by your side, thriving for a tomorrow that will never come. It’s sad to know that sometimes we will be taken by surprise by the traps of fate and we will be like this, with our hands tied, filling the lack of the other with a tissue to dry the tears, which even conscious, insist on smearing the makeup.

Now I go to new places we’ve never been. In some of them I wanted your company, in others I’m already walking barefoot. I like this feeling that the past still exists inside, that our moments haven’t been completely erased from my memory. Nothing was disposable, much less by chance.

You taught me a lot, I grew so much with our relationship. I changed my point of view, I left stubbornness aside, I understood about my mistakes and successes, respect, companionship and sexuality. And finally, I smile knowing that, even though I go light, my heart still keeps you safe.

If you’re interested in knowing, I’m fine. As much as possible, I release the rope that keeps me in balance and start taking the first steps on my own. I’m not in a hurry, but I confess that it’s agonizing to have deposited my happiness in someone who, currently, I see with wide eyes and I consider incapable of loving.

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I was reckless for giving myself so much to you, that you never showed reciprocity to my feelings. But I don’t regret anything at all. Everything is learning, and I didn’t drop that on the way. I carried things I didn’t need in my backpack, but now I’ve organized all the mess and taken all the weight off my back.

I thought it was love, but I found it to be attachment and self-indulgence. If it was love, it wouldn’t have ended or turned into negativism. If it were love, you would not have been cowardly, untrue, deceitful, perverse and false. If it was love, I wouldn’t let you go, even after you’ve been an infamous example of what I don’t ever want for myself again.

If it was love, you wouldn’t have hurt me so much. He wouldn’t have time to make up pathetic lies, not even for other love affairs. If it was love, I would have no doubts. Every sentence that begins with uncertainty, of course, ends with absolute truths.

You can’t start over without a great love. A great love stays, takes up residence and gives us more and more self-confidence to share life. Whether in joy, in sadness, in health or in sickness. A great love beats in the chest with pride for being placed on this level. A great love, recognizes, above all, that nowadays it is difficult to find someone and does everything not to lose the position. A great love doesn’t cause pain, doesn’t hurt and doesn’t play games with feelings.

A great love is determined, persistent and insistent. A great love is stubborn, it doesn’t give up making the other happy. Because, above all, a great love to feel fulfilled, before looking at one’s own belly button, prioritizes the well-being of the other. A great love does not go away, nor does it ask to be expelled. A great love is afraid of losing and constantly acts with the intention of winning your heart more and more every day.

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To start over without a great love, in the end, is to realize that you never had a great love. A great love would not make you read this text with a heavy heart, on the contrary, a great love would be at that very moment, giving you certainty that the relationship is concrete. That feelings are real and reciprocal. If in doubt, think again. For where there is love, imprecision is not inhabited. Maybe, with this pain in your chest, you don’t understand what I mean, but someday, if you reread it, you’ll understand.accept that it will make perfect sense.

And, who knows, with a new great love, you can see that to be happy, you just need to review your choices, replace the convenient with the risk of getting it right, not be ashamed to show your teeth and smile. A great love fills all the gaps, doesn’t put you in abysses. It doesn’t break you into pieces, it doesn’t offer you crumbs either. It just completes you.

Being a great love in someone’s life is the first sign of success in love matters. After all, you can even screw someone, but remember that there will always be someone more motherfucker than you. Be true and attract good, because the world is going bad. What we do now, awaits us ahead…

here you do, here you pay.

That’s not a threat, it’s just the law of return.