I’m sorry but she’s not coming back

When you finished everything, she found herself facing a labyrinth, made of tall black walls. Where the light didn’t penetrate. She suffered and took a long time to find the way out. Despite everything, she came to the conclusion that you were right. Her world is better without you!

In the best fantasies, she saw them together. Happy in the new house. Before long, they would have children, family lunches and romantic vacations. Only she was seeing you like Is it over there I wanted. Not as you were—maybe you still are. That girl believed that this was also a way of loving you. See you beyond the flaws, idealizing a future that certainly no would have. Not because of the kick you gave her—as if you’d met her last week—but because of the fact that it was Is it over there who did everything for you.

She is intelligent, and has always been suspicious of love stories constructed in the first person singular. And, of course, one day it all ended. Well, for you, it was always easier to pronounce a syllable (end) than three words (I love you). The funniest thing is that the girl in love was always by her side, no matter what. Revealing all her mistakes, countless times. Encouraging you, motivating you and giving you all the love in the world. She shared her dreams, fears and expectations. He really fell in love, then he loved you. Finally, she wanted to build a life with you.

But glad that’s what you said. She always said that, unlike the song “Maior Abandonado”, by Cazuza, sincere lies never interested her. At least that’s what the girl thought. Not realizing that for a long time, that’s all she got: sincere lies. Untruths uttered for the sake of an immediate smile.

That girl, woman, still remembers the days she spent lost in that dark labyrinth. She remembers how she cried, as if it were the end of the world — and feels immense affection for herself, as if she were looking at a little girl. A child lost in his naivety, believing that it would last forever. Then she felt proud of the girl who grew up and knew how to move on. Why would she insist on plans that didn’t include her?

As you searched for a way out, you remembered the times you had a falling out and then everything was fine. Half of her believed that everything would go back to normal, the other half said: “Stop holding back and insisting. You did everything possible. You will never carry the burden of not having tried hard enough…”

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Surprisingly, she was doubly correct. Everything could go back to normal, if she accepted her forgiveness—again. And yes, it was time for her to end that story. Of course she chose to forgive you! “She has always had a huge heart. But she didn’t come back. Forgiving and getting back together were never synonymous. She chose to go slowly, but always forward.

You know, my friend, in cooking, cheese goes well with guava; in the song Violin and Beat, street music with violin; in astrology, fire signs with those of air. The world is full of interesting combinations. But there are some that never work out: love with selfishness, games with feelings.

And when you laughed, beating your chest and saying, “I doubt you won’t come back.” Then the house collapsed. Her decision was already made, but it sounded like a challenge. Love is not a game, remember? After so many years, in her mind, it was inconceivable that she wouldn’t come back. In the blink of an eye, you had become the naive child. Did she give you every chance in the world? What did you do with them?

You challenged her and she challenged herself too. After finding the way out, he wanted to overcome himself. Meet other friends, other cities, other countries, change jobs, live in a different place. Fulfill all the dreams I had left in the back of the drawer, to be with you. After doing all this, she’s come to the conclusion that her world is better off without you!

She’s already gone, and she won’t come back. But here are some words of the love you wasted.

“I admit I never imagined saying that I’m happier without you. Also, I don’t deny that I’m grateful that it was over before we got any further. I recognize that I learned a lot from our relationship, and if you hadn’t hit my chest I might not have made it this far. It’s sad that your pride has spurred me on.

In the end, I’m happier now. And I hope you stay too. May your mistake today be tomorrow’s success. When you find a nice woman, don’t ask her to give up her dreams for you. Do not be selfish. Don’t think she’ll forgive you for life. Just love her truly, subtly and unconditionally. Challenge her to stay by her side forever instead of leaving.

With affection, from the love you wasted.”

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