I suddenly found myself happy again

Many times I would lie in bed all night thinking a thousand times, remembering moments that I knew would never happen again and I kept asking myself why people always left right when I started to get attached to them. .

On most of those nights when I could barely sleep because my head kept trying to find some solution to problems I considered mine, I wondered what made people give up on me; tried to understand what was wrong.

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I had some loves that didn’t work out, maybe I missed small details that none of them understood and ended up turning their backs on what I showed. Maybe they lacked attention to what was right in front of them but they didn’t know how to deal with it.

I was someone who was always there, in good times and bad, and in return I only received goodbyes. For a while, I thought that I would have to give up showing feelings and that the big problem was with me, since no person remained. However, one remained.

He stayed. And he’s planning to stay forever. He showed me that the mistake was never really on my part, even more so by showing too much. He showed me, little by little, that there was nothing wrong with hugs and kisses full of love, much less trying to take care of the other.

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He taught me that life does have obstacles that are often people trying to put us down, trying to make us give up on love and all the show of affection. He told me that as much as this generation is more of likes than eye to eye, there are some “old ones” lost out there.

He, unlike everyone else, holds my face as if it were something valuable and smiles before kissing me, he takes care of me and makes me understand that happiness is like this, it’s when the other person wants you well, keeps looking at you for a few minutes thinking about how lucky you are to have met you, that’s when difficult times come and with their hand clasped in yours, one is the guide of the other. It’s facing storms together and knowing how special the person you are with is.

He is very important to me because after I tried a lot to understand myself; he deciphered me and explained every part of me. He tells me the reasons that made them love me, he tells me what he likes about me, and the flaws we try to improve together; he understands me even when he doesn’t know what I’m talking about and most importantly, he taught me to love in a whole new and unique way. When we are together I feel good because according to him, we are each other’s home.