Don’t waste your time trying to be loved

Where they don’t want you.
Do not insist.
Don’t look for a why.
Because there isn’t.

There is nothing wrong with you either.
They just don’t treat you right.
Do not insist.
Don’t keep wasting your time looking for faults.

Don’t try to blame yourself.
Don’t go over and over that conversation looking for unspoken words.
Don’t drag yourself for that crumb.
No.

You deserve more than silence.
You deserve more than an OK.
You deserve more than feeling like someone is with you out of boredom.
Because there was nothing else.
For passing the time.
To avoid loneliness.

You deserve someone who wants to really know you.
Who wants to listen to you
That when you tell him what you’re afraid of, he doesn’t run away.
Let him stay and want to understand you.

You deserve more than the shit you get.
And settling for less is like devouring you.
How to take a spoon and start with the feet.
Until there’s nothing left of you.

Because when you accept nothing you become nothing.
Getting you to believe that you don’t deserve love.
That you are not worth
That you do not have the right to request or demand anything.
Not even the miserable flamenco of WhatsApp.

Getting you to think that the world is like that.
That you have to get used to this.
That there is something broken in you.
It is to have defeated you.

Do not insist.
Get out of there.
Do not look back.
Don’t waste your precious time on Earth trying to be liked.

Because we are billions of people.
And what doesn’t make sense.
And what is not fair.
It is that you waste all your wonder.
For any person.