You’re gone but I still miss you

It seems normal when we talk about ending a relationship, and it really is something that happens all the time. But why did it have to happen to us, then the two of us? I confess that I’ve had past loves, but none brought me the peace that you brought me when I was by your side.

When you came into my life, you didn’t care about the problems I brought, about my insecurities. It helped me overcome my fears and managed to be the person I always wanted by my side in such a short time.

I tell you I was afraid of hurting myself again. I was so grateful to have you by my side, your silly way that made me laugh, your affection, your surprises that in the end, you always told me, the beautiful phrases you spoke to me and when you danced with me. Of our plans for the future, of your self-esteem always up there. I only have good memories of us.

Everything happened so fast… if I had known that everything would end like this and that you would leave, I would have said more often that I love you, I would have enjoyed every moment of being by your side, with tight hugs and with all the affection in the world. . I would have given you more of the attention you deserved.

The months we spent together felt like I’d known you for so long. I still don’t understand why you left, but I could have stayed by your side and helped you the same way you helped me one day, but you didn’t want to. I can’t understand, sorry about that. I know you need help, and it hurts me not being able to help you, not being able to talk to you every day, not seeing you…

The day I said goodbye to you… It hurt so much, I couldn’t bear to look at you, and I pretended that everything was fine, even though I wanted to cry. And I knew that was the last day I would see you.

I remember every scene, including the hug I wanted to live in at that exact moment. And seeing you leaving hurt even more, and with that desire to run after you and say please stay with me, I still love you so much.

Really I was shocked by everything that happened, but I always think that someday you will come back to me again, I know it’s wrong for us to think about something that may never happen, but I need to live with that thought.

And I’ll be waiting for you, the mark you left in my life will remain. I love you so much.

Priscila Borges

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