You were a good dream, one of those that we don’t want to wake up, you know?

You were a light in the dark part of my life, a ray of hope in the midst of my anxiety attacks at the end of the semester, and a happy part after a long hard time.

I think you have no idea how important it is and unfortunately we live in a society where showing affection and attachment is a negative thing, because people have to be cold and I don’t know how to be like that, I just know how to like and overflow with love .

You have the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. When you smile, I light up inside and warm up in that nice way that happens when we’re in love, then I realize how silly I am around you and how good my heart feels next to you.

You make rainy days look beautiful and everything you leave your touch takes on a different tone… more beautiful, more alive, I come alive when I’m with you; it’s like you’re my source of energy.

Around you I get all silly, awkward, shy and it gives anyone my feeling, but I pretend not to know that and no one intrudes.

You were also the most unlikely thing that could happen. I never imagined the two of us, I never thought I could give anything, I never considered the idea, but for some reason fate crossed our paths and made all this mess and I just have to thank you.

I don’t think things happen by chance in our lives, I really don’t. So I know that you weren’t just a fluke in mine, you came for a reason and whatever it is, I don’t want you to leave, but I also don’t want you to stay if it’s not your will. If it’s to have you, let it be whole, I don’t know how to live on halves.

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If you ask me I won’t be able to say when and how it happened, I just felt it and as much as I try to tell myself no, I’m not the one who controls the heart and at the moment it chose you to control it.

Even if I need to teach him that you can’t take care of him, even if I’ve been telling him that, he’s Taurus and Taureans are stubborn you know that as much as I do, so he insists on hitting harder when I see you, and my whole body also behaves strangely.

The butterflies in my stomach are uncontrollable when our eyes meet and the anxiety I feel when I know you’ll be where I’m going, overwhelms me.

I’m not sure why I wrote all this, but I know I was feeling like I needed to, because everything was stuck in my throat and needed to get out one way or another.

I also think that my biggest flaw is not living things thinking that this could be the last time, if I knew that our last time would be the last, I would have lived differently, I would have opened myself up to capture as many sensations as possible, to remember every moment and how good the way you kissed me was.

The way you tugged my hair made me have feelings I can’t even say. The way you stroked my hair made me feel important to you and the way you looked at me was both uncomfortable and intense, your eyes are as beautiful as your smile, I wanted more from you and I still do, but I need to know that can I have…

With love,