You lost a woman who admired you and would do anything to see you smile

She noticed – deep down – that you didn’t care about her feelings or her desire to move on with life as a couple. She’s noticed your absence and lack of interest these past few days. She saw that you were forcing something and that you only came to her when you needed her.

That’s when she stopped begging and charging for something that wasn’t paying off. She’s noticed all your indifference for a few days now. She is smart, observant and calculating. She knows well where she is stepping. She knows exactly when someone is in the mood and when they’re not. She knows the right time to leave a relationship and also knows the time to enter.

Sometimes she is stubborn and ends up doing some wrong things out of her own will. But who has never been wrong? Sometimes she ends up expecting too much from too few people. Sometimes she wants to hug everything at once and ends up forgetting that she only has two arms.

Sometimes she wants to run as fast as possible next to a person who doesn’t move a step. Sometimes she wants to say good morning to someone who keeps saying goodbye to her. Sometimes she ends up making mistakes, but deep down, she makes mistakes wanting to get it right.

Sometimes she’s dumb, man. Fat head. She keeps promising that she won’t make such a mistake but ends up making it again. She keeps telling me that she’s going to get rid of what’s holding her back but she doesn’t have the courage to do that. She keeps going after it, because for her, love in life is important.

I say: your love for her is fundamental. But you don’t care about her, man. She lives fighting even though she knows only she cares. But today she knows that it doesn’t depend only on her. And it’s no use for her to force something if you’re not so into it.

Today, she is waking up to life and knowing how to really control her emotions and learning to deal with her own heart. Today she is more mature, conscious and decided. Today she doesn’t need your excuses or your lies anymore. Today she just needs her and her own love.

Today, by witnessing your boyish attitudes all this time, she is learning to live without you. And oh, man, she’s fine, see. Much better than before. Very pretty, well balanced and very smart. And man, between us, she is everything a man needs, and that today you LOST.

Fernando Oliveira

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You deserve a love that would never leave you