While you sleep…

It’s while you sleep that I fall in love even more… even if our life is the biggest imaginary mess, at night, when I lie down, I look at you and contemplate you and I realize that you are everything I want for myself.

I love falling asleep while I appreciate every feature of your body, the way your full lips relax when you fall asleep, the crease in your eyes when they close in a deep sleep, the features of your bare back there so close to my hands and the way it seems to have been made to measure for my embrace.

The way you lie all curled up and clinging to the pillow and it almost reminds me of when I was a little kid. Oh how I love to see you sleeping.

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See how you can be so fragile and protective at the same time, the way you grab me with my every move just afraid I’ll fall under the bed, the way even when you sleep you know I’m clumsy… Oh how I love you more and more just watching you sleep…

I love you every dawn, and with every kiss I fall in love a little more… I’m sorry I can only watch you at night, you know? I spent the whole day looking at you… how beautiful you are… Why can’t I spend the whole day contemplating what I love most in this world? What injustice!!

Every time I look at you I wonder why people only appreciate things when they lose them. I, who never lost you, give you so much value. I, who always had you all to myself, despair at the thought that I could lose you… How was anyone able to abandon you? Are you so pure, so passionate, so eternal? As?

I swear to you that if I ever understand, I’ll marry you, and if you don’t, I’ll marry you too! I want to make you the happiest person in the world, I want to be able to show you the rest of our short lives that every day I can conquer you a little more…

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But also, you can’t forget that for that you have to let me share with you the rest of my life the same old and worn blankets… I love you so much but so much, that just writing you this letter has already made me fall in love a little more!