Today is that typical day when I would like to look into your eyes and say that everything will be ok. Hold your hands and say the storm will pass. And that I will be here with you. Today would be the day I would like to surprise you with a ticket to any place in this world, like someone who makes you smile with the calm of a peaceful place.

Today is the day I wish for your strong hug like someone who suffocates and breaks all my fears. That warmth of two souls that meet in an embrace of longing.

Today I wanted to be able to tell you that things are going to work out and as complicated as everything seems to be, everything is sorted out little by little, in a slow and messy way, but little by little things fall into place and everything goes back to its place. And here I am, in the best place I could be, after so many laps I parked next to you as someone who wants to move forward on this walk with you.

Today I wanted to touch your chest and feel the melody of your heart beats without needing any words to fill this moment. Today I wish I could tell you good news, make your heart happy with my joy. But today, I decide to cherish your pain, welcome your crying and leave the laughter for later. Today I want to be your shelter, hug you and make you feel all my love.

For today, I don’t need the words and I’ll keep the affection, I won’t have a dinner for two and I’ll stay with us here on the couch trying to choose which movie to watch. In the end I know we’re going to fall asleep and leave the movie for later, because today, all you needed was a light company, strong enough to not turn your back on your anguish.

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For today I promise not to care about your mood, I promise not to pick on silly things. I know that today you won’t laugh at my jokes even though I try to make fun of it sometimes, but I know that your heart smiles when I hug you and that deep sigh of yours like someone who can’t take the blows of life anymore shows the strong woman you are. It is.

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Today I wish I could solve all your problems, surprise you with something material and I don’t know how to turn myself inside out to see you well. But I know that today this is not possible, and so I offer you my light laugh, my affection and a warm coffee. Today I make you a chocolate carrot cake and let you scrape the pan.

Today I let you choose the movie and I promise not to say it’s boring. Today I offer you company without trying to understand your whys and I promise not to try to convince you that onions in food are good.

Today the foot massage is on me and the cafuné can we negotiate? Today I go there not as someone who expects things to change suddenly, but as someone who wants to be company when the weather closes and the sun decides not to appear. Like those who love too much to be proud, like those who love too much to be selfish and close themselves off in their world and appear only when the other has all their problems solved.

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I want to be with you in the gales, I want to be with you when the music stops playing and I want to keep dancing, creating our own melody and reinventing ourselves. I want to be with you even when laughter is camouflaged by pain, even when the color of life becomes black and white and we see no way out of our problems. I want to be company, I want to be calm. I want to be your light love, that love that makes your heart smile without fear.

Today I want to hear your voice, even though it’s crying, today I need to find you even though you’re in your old pajamas, in fact you look beautiful with it. How I love your simplicity. Today I need to wish you good night like someone who thought about you all day, like someone who misses your scent and smiles when they remember your smile.