Letter to that person who protects me from heaven

My feeling towards you is eternal

I never thought the day you left us would be so remembered. However, the hardest thing for me is not remembering those types of things, it is thinking about everything I am experiencing and what you would say or what you would comment with each experience or event that happens to me.

I would love to ask you so many questions: Am I doing things right? Do you still accept me as I am? Would you be proud of me? Would you smile when I tell you my stories? What would you advise me when I tell you my problems? Would you be happy to know that I have achieved many things that I dreamed of? There are too many questions that will never have an answer, at least not a tangible one.

Every day I pray to dream of you and that at least there you can tell me if I am doing everything right. I like that you show up when I need advice the most, because you are always on my mind. In a thousand ways I always carry you with me. I know you’re still there, accompanying me every moment

I know everything you feel for me because I feel it deep inside, in my heart and that comes out through every pore of my skin as eternal love. From up there. From there where you rest, from where to all human beings who continue to live and learn down here, you give the gift of eternity.

Up there where they say, and you show me with your memory, that everything is better. Where peace reigns and the vital lights become brighter with every step you take. Steps you take to make me feel safe, that you miss me, that you wish I was well.

Very firm steps allow me support to continue forward. It doesn’t matter what happens to me and what happens in my life. It doesn’t matter what barriers stand in my way. You will always be there and you are there to guide me.

I know you don’t want me to get stuck because I lost you, and I’ve been aware of that from the first moment I lost you. That moment when you raised your beautiful wings, those wings full of light, of love for life and for me. Those wings that allowed us both to be together, safe, loved, cherished and understood.

I remember you every day

Everyone tells me to keep going. Let me not just look back, as you said, to get going and achieve everything I set my mind to. But it’s difficult for me. Every step costs because you are not there, and I can’t help but want to sleep and dream that you are by my side again. A dream that I know you also feel but you know how to wait because you understand.

You always understood life, its essence and beauty. Who better than you to accompany me to learn to feel alive. Your song, your eyes, your beauty, your soul and above all your heart. Everything that your absence makes me live a different reality in which you are not tangible, and you will no longer be…

Did you know? You are still the first soul I think of when something great happens to me, when I want to share, talk, or when I need help. And it’s true that now I can only do it in my dreams, when I put my hands on my chest and feel my heartbeat.

I ran out of time, too much time to continue enjoying life with you. And you don’t know how much I regret not having been better for you. I know I did things well, or as well as I thought at the time. But it was never and will never be enough for a being as exceptional as you.

I confess that it seems strange to me to be here and experience everything without you being by my side. It seems strange to me to go to your room and not see you, feel you, and not enjoy your smile and joy when you see me. I will tell you that it is like living a situation totally foreign to my heart, where you do not understand the reason for it.

You are my angel, my example

Still, calm down, because I know very well that you are still there, by my side, taking care of me and accompanying me every step I take as you always did. For all that, you are and will always be my eternal angel. That angel of light that all human beings have in our lives and accompanies us.

A splendid and unique being that despite not being next to me, at least physically and from a distance, not being able to see you and hear you, or smell you and feel you, manages to invade my soul with its memory and essence, in every moment in the world. I can be strong or not…

From the earth, From where I step and place my feet strongly, I dedicate all my achievements to you. Every incredible moment is for you and only you. Because I share it with those I love, of course, and who are still by my side. You have the power to have made me a better person, to have made my heart shine even brighter.

That’s why Thank you millions for always and eternally being you. Because I continually aim to follow your example and become someone as good and kind as you were and are.

For being that angel that illuminates us among all those who continue looking at heaven, and giving thanks for having felt so alive with them and helping us to be who we are. Because I will never, ever stop looking up at the stars and the sky. Where are you.

I have the feeling that I have one more thing left to tell you: I LOVE YOU. It is important to say it many times during your life because you will regret it later. I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU and I thank you for making me a better person throughout your life.

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