You left but you didn’t leave me alone…

You’re gone but you didn’t leave me alone… I’m always accompanied by homesickness. And I confess… she is not the best of companions.

She’s so annoying with her overwhelming need to insist on wanting to remind me of you. Because of her, I still haven’t been able to throw away that teddy bear you gave me… “He looks so cute decorating your bed.”

Because of her, I skip several songs on my playlist… “That’s what he sent you, right?!” “Remember when he told you this song reminded you of you?”

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At the end of the day I want you to remember me as the girl who made you happy

Because of her, I can’t go through some places that didn’t mean anything before, now there are triggers for so many memories… “That was where you used to stay, remember?”

Ahhh! So many, so many memories… You are in everything. Anything stupid reminds me of you. Why are you doing this to me? Your departure hurts too much…

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I didn’t give up on you

You took so many things but forgot to take the longing. I think that’s the reason I’m so sad. If only I had taken her, I would look back on our moments with tears in my eyes but a smile on my face. A calm, understanding smile. But the reality is not this. I look to the past with regret.

And it’s at dawn, when I’m crying alone, clinging to my mischievous man, that homesickness becomes the worst possible company. But she looks at me tenderly, strokes my hair and promises me with a sad look: “Don’t cry! It’s you who holds me here. But I promise that one day I will leave…”