Today I dreamed of you again

It’s already becoming a habit to have you in my nights.

Ignorance of mine to think this is lack? Does my ignorance suffer because your false presence makes me happy? When I think about it, I get angry with sadness. I know I shouldn’t. I know I can’t.

I control my actions and attitudes, but not my dreams.

I bar my thoughts and silly smiles, but not my heartbeat. I stop my eyes from seeing you, but the sound of her voice lifts me off the ground.

Memories hammer me with the beats of my chest when I miss you because the years brought us together and the same years tear us apart.

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News of you takes time to arrive, but when they do, they break down the barrier I built and make me wish it never existed again.

Rules, laws, distance… it all takes me away from you.

But the law of the unreachable and the opposites make us close.

The stars and the moon are witnesses of my loneliness. But I’m glad to imagine that you look at her as I do.

We are like this: like the beginning and the end that are so far away for some, but for others the end is just a new beginning.

So I get close to you. And I become necessary from this distance to be able to breathe, sigh and even though I’m sad when I wake up I can wait for a new night to finally dream with you.