Shall we go for a walk?

On a day when the rain knocks on the door and the soul asks to be heard, asks for attention like a spoiled child that kicks, I felt your voice echoing inside me and like a good mother already so tired of trying to silence the same instinct, obeyed.

And here I am, hitting my head, with great regret I let myself be carried along a sleeping path, I ignored the huge danger sign stamped on the front and went, with myself hand in hand, along that dark and crooked path; I saw life, a life that didn’t seem mine anymore, it was just a strange acquaintance that today we don’t talk to each other anymore.

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After some time of walking, where I saw my old fears as wolves, lurking between trees in a dark tormentor, waiting for the right moment to surface and show their claws that have already hurt me so much.

I saw some good memories lost in those woods and their glow seemed to fade with the darkness around them.

I arrived at my stop, there I was already walking alone, I had already lost the smiling little girl who accompanied me a few memories ago.

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Nothing has changed since the last time, the abyss was still the same, I walked close to the edge to observe what awaited me and there were all the plans of the past that I’m still putting off, stuck to dry and fragile branches, they were at a distance that my fingers could touch and offer them salvation but it took willpower, more than I was willing to have at that moment.

In a brief and blurred vision, I saw my dreams abandoned there at the bottom of an abyss that I may never have the courage to jump, and for fear of heights I decided to go back a few steps, ignoring the whispers that came from the depths, the “what ifs” were perceptible. that echoed.

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There I saw as in an eternal reset, my old loves being thrown into the abyss of oblivion, I even looked for you but I knew that you would not be on these paths so soon, I still feel you safe in my heart.

I decided to go back because the wolves were already stalking me more closely, the whispers turned into shrill screams and I was already looking at the old loves in another way, oblivion was making them more beautiful. I need to go back, shall we go for a walk?

Veronica A. Pereira