If you don’t even respond to messages, who will say your love.

It’s not worth getting fat, for those who live on a sentimental diet…

I’ve never been one to strictly follow diets. What made me want to eat, I simply satisfied my worms. I didn’t think twice, I didn’t fight with my desires, I didn’t get paranoid reading the packages, I also didn’t worry about adding up the calories I gained or lost at the gym.

Well, my only concern was not sucking my thumb. I would risk it and then analyze the result, that’s when I remembered. It wasn’t of major importance, it didn’t matter either…

Everything changed when I started to gain weight. I was filled with feelings and sensations that were never part of me. When we are immature, we want to eat everything that is no good. It’s fun to contradict, not take care of your health, not have worries. But as time passes, the reality becomes quite different.

Everything we eat in the past is reflected in the present. For example, I am now carrying with me toxins that prevent a healthy relationship. I carry with me sorrows, annoyances, frustrations and traumas. Maybe if I had acted differently for as long as I can remember, today I wouldn’t have clear and expressive impurities on my face.

Anyway, I recycled some rubbish. I’ve separated what’s worth it from what’s really not fixable. I admired some characteristics, gestures and attitudes.

I discarded ignorance, selfishness, contempt and lack of priority. I joined with my personality, with everything I expect and prosper from someone and became what I am now. I have a life like all of you, the only difference is that I am expressing my point of view in a unique way. From dismantling to the slopes, completely reassembled…

I’m not going to say that the journey to this point was easy. I met people who promised me the impossible, who deceived me, lied, made me sign the muggle decree, who were not what I imagined, who disrespected me and stepped on me, as if I were a rotten banana peel.

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I swear I wasn’t this monster to deserve everything I’ve been through. I was naive and believed in people and love. He believed in every fable and joke. You know those crazy stories that make no sense? Well, I said amen when I heard them.

And it wasn’t for bad, the problem was my lack of experience. That common fact, of thinking that the first love will be eternal. We jump headfirst, the other is with folded arms and finally, we come to the realization that it was nothing like what we were building. The castle collapsed, there was never a fairy tale and, worse, the end of the story is not as happy as in the movies. I had no references, but from the first fall, there was a gap that was never filled.

Today I want someone to run by my side. May it walk in the same direction, may it feed on the same intentions and projections as I do. We don’t necessarily need to have a model physical form. Beauty ends one day, it is not immutable. I’m talking about grown-ups. Reciprocal is synonymous with enchantment, passion, dedication, common sense and, above all, not doing to others what we would not like them to do to us.

The recipe is easy, we don’t even need to paste the preparation method in the fridge. I bought the ingredients, prepared with all the care in the world and now I’m waiting, for a company that comes to taste the bitter taste that life has caused me and awaken the sweet side that I’m willing to offer. I want the stability of a life together, with breakfast in bed, joint meals and lots of sex to spice up the little taste I want more than I would leave with my tongue kisses.

I no longer feed anything that is not reciprocal. I’m taking care of my heart, eating fruits and vegetables. Everything we know is good for me, that doesn’t make me dependent on someone. That are born of nature and that I don’t need to contribute or deceive myself. It comes ready and I adapt.

It might not taste the best, but if there are any benefits, I understand it will be a great choice. The same, I do with people. I don’t search anymore, I don’t idealize as I did before and also, I don’t take my feet off the ground.

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Love relationship is not a game of luck or chance. It’s a matter of merit and maturity. As long as you are in the development phase, you will be unable to identify the rotten disguise of temptation. Over time, perceptions change and, through defense mechanisms, we will know the exact period of the best harvest.

Evil is nipped in the bud. Plant self-love and seeds of happiness. Poison is the citrus taste of those who only want their harm. Don’t accept less or crumbs. Pasta is very heavy, we are talking about the lightness to move forward with a stamped smile. Self esteem is essential.

If you want to invite me to dinner, now you know the menu. Surprise me if you can. Speak truth or lie, but speak without spitting.

I’m just following my heart’s nourishment.

I have already soiled my body too much with despicable filth.