And let’s go, try again

Faced with a world so cruel and lacking in feelings, and in face of what we feel for each other, that we tryand every time we fail, that we seek strength from the deepest, even if tiny, but that we try to overcome all barriers and obstacles, that dare to hinder our love to flourish, even if impossible in our eyes, but that we try.

Once again. And more two. And more three. And so many others that the numbers can’t even measure.

What thousand eddies be little for the attempts to make this beautiful love work, a love that is uncontrollable, that even when we try to destroy it, it insists on prevailing, that even accepting the end, throwing everything in the air, this love stands out, in the details of the day day, in the worry, in the memories of each thing, in a song, in a word, in a food, in every detail love insists on speaking louder.

How not to try again? Would learning to live without the love of our life be easier than trying to live with differences, smoothing over rough edges, joining forces and breaking down barriers? Easy? Neither side are.

But at the end of the day, if we succeed, on the one hand we will have loneliness, the lack of great love, even when accompanied by other people, feeling incomplete even in a crowd, memories not wanting to leave, insisting on staying deep inside the our memory.

From another side, the happiness of a couple writing beautiful pages of a incredible love story, with many obstacles and difficulties, but winning all the fights, falling together, getting up stronger together, at the end of the day, receiving a ‘good night’ from the love of our life, and sleeping with a smile on your face, and knowing the meaning of happiness.

What’s up? Which way to go?

In all the attempts to end, which were countless, I just realized that I can’t live without you anymore, I correct, I live, but I lack something, and the world turns gray, I don’t see color in anything, no I see joy in nothing, and each time I realize that this strong feeling that dwells in my being is not just a passing feeling, it is not a simple passionit’s something lasting, and whenever I try to forget, pull it out of me, it seems like it creates strength, and we fight, and as always that feeling wins.

I try to remember the things that hurt me during the relationship in order to get away, but for as many reasons as I have to get away, the feeling insists on making it clear that there is nothing greater than true love, than all these setbacks, disagreements, incompatibilities, they are superfluous in the face of two people who love each other so much that they cannot live without the other.

MI insist on thinking, of the nights so sad, of the tearsfrom the bitter discussions, from the words cruelfrom all the suffering throughout the relationship, from so much misunderstanding, so many things out of place, one not accepting the other’s way, it has so worn out our minds as to take away our sanity, to treat ourselves as strangers.

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I expected a lot from you, I traced labyrinths and routes for you to follow, but I forgot to sign, and I didn’t respect the speed limits, they are paths you’ve never traveled before, I failed, I demanded a lot, I should have signed, indicated where youlaugh trepidations, where at curves would be more dangerous which point to testgo the brakes, which point to acceleratego more for beingin straight lines, I stipulated a very short time without analyzing that the way forward would be long, complicated and subject to unforeseen circumstances.

I just demanded that you follow the path and that you arrive fast, I wanted it for today, for now, and you tried to follow, even without signage, running out of time, to arrive at the time I stipulated. There were accidents, and many unforeseen events, and in the end he got lost, couldn’t get where you expected.

You’remessed up a lot with me, but the truth is I messed up a lot with you too.

I still carry wounds, but I also know that it is very bruised.

And you know what? Perant the law of love is illegal if an individual that hurt your partnerdo not tend to wounds until they heal. So we are against the law in this case. And do you know how to fix it?

Well, we are summoned to comply with the law.

I come through this text to tell you that in the name of the strong feeling we feel for each other, it is our obligation to try as many whirlwinds of times as necessary, and we will try, we will adapt to each other, accept our differences, water our love daily, and in this journey, any sign of weakness, we restart the process, and we will try more and more times, and in the intervals, we will have the most magnificent memories of incredible moments of happiness in our chest, until we reach full happiness and mature enough to resolve daily conflicts.

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Is the way?

Calm down, go back where you left off, I’ve already provided signs, I’ll give you the coordinates, location, and you’ll have your time to go through. You know the road is complicated, it has ups and downs, sharp turns, but this time will be well educated and will have time. You can take it easy and in the end we will have the reward.

Anyway, give me your hand, come with me, let’s try again yeah, let’s make the mission come true, mission to be happy together and forever.

Nayara Rayelle Souza Alves

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